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Showing posts with label My Story. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Story. Show all posts

Aug 27, 2013

Day XVIII & XIX - ride home

In the morning I woke up rather early so I stretched in my sleeping back for a while, and fell asleep. Not good because I woke up quite late for the second time, but still just in time to arrive in the designated place punctually. I quickly packed my things and left from the best spot that I could possibly find: a wider area in the bushes next to the road with flat terrain and no high grass. From there it was downhill and I biked to an abandoned gas station where I was supposed to meet with my ride-share driver. I even managed to come earlier and used the spare time for my last wild breakfast.

My ride-share, Vlado, was nice and straightforward guy. I realized that in the moment when he suggested that I could take a shower in the next petrol station.  I quickly deduced that I must have stunk quite badly, and had a small upper-body shower in the next toilets. For this purpose I had another clean T-shirt and I quickly put it on. With other clothes it was rather complicated because according to Vlado, even my jacket had an unbearable putrid smell and I was instructed rather not to put it on later in the evening.

It was very interesting to sit in a car after a long time. We drove through many cities that I previously visited and I felt like I am having my story rewound quickly backwards. I also held high hopes that on the way we could have a chance to pull over at one of big Casino supermarkets where I intended to buy my favorite chocolate spread and true croissant that can be hardly found in Slovakia. This plan unfortunately fell through because there was simply not enough time for that. I was actually supposed to be happy that Vlado agreed with a 40 km longer roundabout way to Swiss borders where I needed to swap my bike with Krzysztof. He was by the way also incredibly helpful that he brought the bike halfway to make it easier for us. It was a great nostalgic moment to see him again after having successfully finished my summer adventure. He even brought me some cookies and water for refreshment, so thoughtful of him! I was sorry that I kept him awake until the midnight and that he had to drive in nasty weather to arrange the bike swap, but on the other hand I was immensely thankful to him. Like a miracle, all worked out just perfectly, it is still hard for me to believe.

Later on the way we have experienced several stressful moments when we were desperately running out of gas an there was no gas station around. By a stroke of luck we managed two times to get to the gas station with 0 km in the tank. We also realized one little misunderstanding: When I was planning my bike-share, I only wrote that I need to go to Slovakia, but did not specifically mentioned that I need to go to Bratislava because I naturally supposed that it will be on the way. However, not for Vlado because his route was to go through the Czech Republic and later to Norhern Slovakia. I did not see that coming and said that I would find my way home somehow, but in the end, Vlado did not leave me high and dry, and took me home. I wanted to reward him with some extra money, but he refused. May his good treat come back to him when he also needs it ;)
Arriving home was a very strange feeling. It felt like as if I were gone only for few days, yet on the way I felt that I have been away for several months. It is now beyond the words to describe the whole gamut of emotions I experienced when I came back home, had my favorite dish, enjoyed all the forgotten luxury and let my mum spoil me with all delicious meals I hankered after all the way long. Despite all difficulties, it was a great journey, worth of every penny! For the money I spent on the way, I might have gone to a luxurious 5-star resort for 2 weeks, but vacation this harder way was much more rewarding. Now when I have seen so much I can finally appreciate sweet home again! The whole trip was a good lesson and I guess that I will use the energy from it for a very long time to come. 

Instead of Epilogue

This short log was written at the Cap of Fisterra, intended to mark the end of my journey.


This evening at Fisterra, I have probably seen the most beautiful sunset in my life. It was absolutely stunning as the sun was going down far behind a flat endless ocean, one would think that it plunged into the sea. It was so gently slow and magnificent, yet as quick as a glimpse of a moment. It is a pity that I am not a poet and cannot express this magnificent moment in a more beautiful way. It would really deserve an ode – ode to the sunset at the end of the world. This was not only a sunset behind the ocean with a view from big cliffs at the end of the world. More figuratively, it marked the end of my pilgrimage and the beginning of something new. I hold high hopes that this ultimate journey has made me a little wiser, prudent, and broadened my view. It is difficult to say something like that right away. Probably the effects of the pilgrimage will come on the surface later. Yet, one think came up clear to me as I was watching the sunset in silence and solitude. I am a social person and even though this time I was looking for solitude to achieve inner peace, I must be around people. I am definitely not a lone wolf and I will never be either. One very good friend of mine expressed it very precisely: even though solitude was the purpose of this journey, enough is enough. That is right, I think that now I know myself much better because I had a chance observe myself in various difficult situations and carefully threw myself under a deep introspection. Now when I know myself better, I can hone my strengths and try to break off foibles and bad habits. If one says about him or herself that it this is just the way I am, the part of my personality and just throw in the towel, not trying to improve own weaknesses, I will always stand in outright opposition pointing my finger that this attitude is not right and one always has something to work on and to improve. Once again, as Thomas Carlyle said, greatest of all faults is to be conscious of none.


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Log from Bratislava, safely back home

Arriving home was a very strange feeling. It felt like as if I were gone only for few days, yet on the way I felt that I have been away for several months. It is now beyond the words to describe the whole gamut of emotions I experienced when I came back home, had my favorite dish, enjoyed all the forgotten luxury and let my mum spoil me with all delicious meals I hankered after all the way long. Despite all difficulties, it was a great journey, worth of every penny! For the money I spent on the way, I might have gone to a luxurious 5-star resort for 2 weeks, but vacation this harder way was much more rewarding. Now when I have seen so much I can finally appreciate sweet home again! The whole trip was a good lesson and I guess that I will use the energy from it for a very long time to come. 


The Legacy of the Camino de Santiago

I would like to conclude my blog with some wise words, but why to bother if someone has already done it much better? Here is the Pilgrim's Prayer that precisely catches the meaning of the whole Camino.